Benign Intervention

Prayers work! Thank you for all of yours! Quick update because energy is at a premium but I wanted to share the news. Surgery went off without a hitch but for the “alien baby.” More about that in a minute. Good news is that all pathology came back negative. NO cancer! I’m on the road to recovering from the surgery which seems like it should be easier that it is. LOL I’m on the laptop which is being squirrely so forgive any typos. Anyway, I have a big ol’ gnafly scar with stitches and staples (which come out a week from tomorrow–YAY) and I’ve lost 30+ pounds (which creates its own set of problems. LOL). Part of the weight loss is due to inability to eat, loss of taste due to general anestesia, and shrinkage of stomach. Sadly, I have no “pants” that fit other than my pjs and I can’t wear them to the doctor appointments I have next week. Ah well. The other part is due to the “alien baby.” If you are squeamish, stop after my moment of begging. If you are curious, keep reading.

Begging. I’m not good at this and it makes me really uncomfortable but I’m basically getting by on SSA benefits. Medicare won’t cover everything and I’ve already put the 4-figure deductible on my credit card. Please go buy one of my books. If you already own them all, buy one and gift a friend who might enjoy it. If everyone who follows me on social media did this, I’d be in the black with maybe enough left over to buy a new pair of jeans. LOL Jiminy but asking that leaves a bad taste in my mouthl. Moving on…

Alien baby. The tumor on my right ovary was 14x16x24 centimeters and weighed 10 POUNDS. Yes, you read that right. TEN FREAKING POUNDS! The doc took pictures. It was gnarly and took two hands to hold. The nurses told me that it wouldn’t fit in the specimen bucket they send to the pathology lab. One of them had to get a placenta bucket and it still spilled over. Yeah, yeah. TMI but I find that hysterically funny and things to laugh about have been few and far between so far this year.

Wow. It took me an hour to type this. I need a nap now. Again, HUGE thanks for all the prayers, healing thoughs, and good vibes sent my way. Y’all are the very, VERY best! I’ll touch base as energy allows. One last thing, I’m blessed that LG is my life partner. He’s been a rock star! ❤ you all!

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Life Happens

I didn’t plan on disppareaing but life happens when you least expect it or are prepared for it. Quick update before I head back to bed because enenrgy is at a premium at the moment.

On December 27, I woke up, started my day feeling fine. Within an hour, I was doubled over with the worst abdominal pain I’ve ever exprienced. LG got me to the ER at a nearby community satillite hospital. After two different kinds of CT scan (a stand-up like an X-ray and then the maching thingy laying down), the doc came in to say that I had–her words–“A tumor over mu right ovary about 16×14 centimeters in size. There is a possibility it is ovarian cancer.”

She referred me to a specialist in the same hospital system and his staff got me in on January 5th–something of a miracle that it was so quick over the holidays. I spent the intervening days in pain and trying to eat and drink water. This “alien” has played havoc with my digestive system and I’ve lost 15 pounds. Hellava way to get down to a weight I haven’t seen in almost 20 years. Anyway, I really like the new doc. He was very hopeful and thinks the mass might be too large to be cancer but won’t know for sure until after pathology tests are run. I’m scheduled for major surgery for this Thursday morning. He’s yanking out the mass and a bunch of “out-of-warranty” parts I don’t need at my age. Tests will be run on those parts and then we’ll see what the plan is. In the meantimes, I’m conserving what little energy I have, trying to get what sleep I can, enjoying the few pain-free moments.

I’ll be in hospital a couple of days and then mostly out of commission for 6-8 weeks. LG has been an absolute rock during all this stuff and I’m lucky to have him. Not sure when I’ll sit down at the computer again to write but I will try to check in as I can. Thank you all for sticking with me. Getting back to writing is a main goal because I don’t want to disappoint y’all–or my charachters. LOL Anyway, prayers and good thoughts appreciated. ❤

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Friday Free-For-All

Have a safe and sane New Year’s “weekend” and especially on New Year’s Eve. I’d like to keep y’all around in the new year. Yeah?

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Thursday Thoughts: Quitting Time

Occasionally, I have deep thoughts. Thoughts that must be pondered. It’s Thursday. Thoughts. I have them. What are your thinking today?

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Wednesday Words: Got Dragons?

Y’all know I write romanace–in some form or another. Or should that be some genre or another? Or would that be sub-genre? I write romance. Usually with at least a touch of the paranormal and often a smidge of magic. And what’s more magically delicious than dragons? Am I right?

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Tuesday Treats & Titles: Book Shopping & Pie

It’s Tuesday. Time for treats and titles–unless you are one of those day-after-Christmas bargain hunters. If you are, good luck out there. What Christmas goodie leftover are you treating on today? Turkey sandwich and pecan pie for me. And who got a new book for Christmas? What’s the title? I didn’t but we gave two books to Stormy: THE BEAST, THE QUEEN, AND THE LOST KNIGHT by Alexandria Rogers and SKANDAR AND THE PHANTOM RIDER by A.F. Steadman. Both are awesome entries into YA fantasy series. I am currently reading Kerry Anne King/Kerry Schafer’s RELOCATING CHRISTMAS: a Nickle and Hawk Christmas mystery novella. It’s fun, though I’m having to take my time because it’s on my Kindle. Stupid eyes. Anyway, that’s it for Tuesday. 😉

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Merry Christmas Monday

Santa is a man after my own heart…

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Friday Sinema: Midnight Clear Space Rangers

So, waaay back in 1989, when MTV was really starting to be a thing, so did music videos that were more than just concert footage. They were little mini-movies. Also, waaay back then, production processes weren’t as high tech as they are now. Anyway, Kenny Rogers recorded this song and I LOVED it! At the time, I mentioned to LG that Kenny should turn it into a made-for-TV movie, along the lines of his “The Gambler.” Fast forward a few years. I heard the song again and decided I’d write my own screenplay based on it. I was playing around with various writing “forms” at the time. I wrote the story of a current-day Texas Ranger who needed some help and got it in the form of space rangers from the planet Texas. It went into the bottom of a file drawer and sat for about ten years. During a cleaning spree, I found that box, and decided I could turn that screenplay into a book. Or, at least a novella. I started it, got about 10K words into it and a different project caught my attention. Skip ahead at least ten more years. While looking for another project, which was lost in my digital files this time, I tumbled across the WIP based on “Planet Texas.” Iffy, my Muse, magically appeared, demanded I finish the thing as a Christmas novella and gave me a deadline of December 15 to have it finished, polished, and released. It was a crazy week and an a half, but I did it. And so MIDNIGHT CLEAR came about and was set loose in the wild. I thought I’d give y’all a gander at the song and video that started it all. Remember what I said about the production values back in the old days. Those processes didn’t age well but you can get the gist of the story. And if you read my version of it, please give me a Christmas present by leaving a review either on Amazon or Goodreads. Please and thank you and enjoy!

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Thursday Thoughts: Universal Wonder

Today is the Winter Solstice, the shortest day and the longest night of the year. From now until midsummer, the light slowly comes back into the world, shrinking the dark by seconds and minutes. There’s a reason the liturgical calendar also celebrates the birth of Christ this time of year. He, too, brought light back into the world. And then we have Santa Claus, who brings magic and wonder into the world. Yes, I still believe in the jolly old elf. And I especially believe in the wonder and magic of season.

I’ll also admit that sometimes, I lose the feeling of the season. The hustle and bustle. Life. Stress. Time running short. This. That. Whatever. And then I stop. Take a moment. And I see a child standing in line to whisper to Santa their most fervant wish for Christmas. Or I glimpse them behind the window of a car as their parents drive through a wonderland of lights and decorations. Or I help my grandson place shining ornaments on the tree and when the time is right, the lights are off as we wait in the dark on this longest of nights, and flip the switch. Light returns, from the star on the top to the twinlking lights twining through the branches, glittering ornaments gleaming. Yeah…the Universe agrees.

Laced throughout every day of your life, Silver, are hidden highways of opportunity, invisible crossroads of time, and avenues for great personal transformation that, if only traveled upon, would reveal the extraordinary, the sublime, and the unexpected.

Yet most slip by undetected until there is first a childlike wonder at the ordinary, the routine, and the expected.

Hot diggity-dog,
The Universe
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P.S. After all, it’s usually a dirt road, Silver, that leads to the diamond mine.

In addition to the whole believing in Santa Claus, I’m an advocate for taking the way less traveled. Sometimes, when you come to a fork in the road, you should just take it. That’s according to Yogi Berra. He also said, “You can observe a lot just by watching.” I have the feeling Yogi and the Big U sit around up there and chat from time to time. Anyway, when Life wears you down, look at the ordinary, the routine, and the expected through the eyes of a child. And when you find childlike wonder, go drive down a dirt road. Who knows? You might just find a diamond…

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Wednesday Words: Are You Being Served?

Last week was crazy, what with Iffy turning into a whirling dervish and the push to get MIDNIGHT CLEAR finished, revised, edited, proofed, formatted, uploaded, and published. Since the #ThursdayThreads prompt comes out each Thursday morning, and that was the day I had to have everything done, I glanced at the prompt between cups of coffee and went back to work. I did, however, make note of the prompt in case any of you want to use it. It is: **“Which service do you need?”** Since I don’t have new words to share, I’ll share some already written that at least have the word service in the snippet. This is a somewhat telling scene with Devlin and Kathleen, and her new…roommate. I hope you enjoy. And yes, I’m back at work on the Wolves.

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Kathleen didn’t immediately get out of the SUV. Puck stuck his head between the front seats and nosed her cheek. She automatically reached to pet the big Newfie, all while avoiding meeting Dev’s eyes as he stood holding the car door open for her.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Kathleen…”

She huffed out a breath and glanced up at him. “Are you sure this is the right thing to do?”

She had him there. He wasn’t sure. The boys all knew what had happened to Tommy Gallagher. But he also knew that this woman was meant to be his and if he claimed her, she needed to feel comfortable around his mates. She hadn’t grown up in his world and they were a rough-and-tumble lot.

“If you’re uncomfortable around—”

“No!” she cut him off immediately. Her cheeks flushed a fetching pink. “I’m a cop’s widow. They might not be…comfortable around me.

Dev hadn’t considered that possibility. Brian, Ronan, Mick, and Sean knew what her bastard of a husband had done to her but the others didn’t. Those in the know understood his protectiveness but only Ronan guessed the true depths of his feelings for Kathleen Gallagher. Declan and Callum were a bit concerned about what they considered his obsession with her but the younger men were too busy with their own concerns to care much. He knew his mates would accept her because she was his. It was the women who made him a bit leery.

He started to close the door. “We’ll do this another time.”

She shook her head and stopped the door from closing all the way. “No. It’s time to live my life.” She glanced into the back seat. “Are you sure it’s okay to bring Puck inside? It’s not like he’s a service dog or anything.”

He grinned and opened the back door so the big dog could jump out. Nose down, he immediately began to explore the small utility area. “I’ve already cleared it with Finn. So long as he doesn’t go in the kitchen, behind the bar or pee on anyone, it’s all good.”

At that moment, Puck paused, lifted his leg and marked the tire of a silver Land Rover. Kathleen laughed and Dev had to lock his knees. Her laugh was the sweetest sound he’d ever heard.

“I’ll not be tellin’ Declan that the wee doggy claimed his Rover.” He wouldn’t have to. Deck would know the moment he came outside and started to get into his vehicle. Taking Kathleen’s hand, he whistled for Puck and led them to the back door of Clancy’s.
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There you have it. Just an interesting–hopefully–side scene that says a bit more about both Dev and Kathleen. And Puck. We can’t forget Puck! Also, how can it be almost Christmas? My shopping is done. Mostly. I still have a couple of stocking stuffers to pick up. And I need to make rolls. That’s on the list for tomorrow. Who else is almost ready Christmas? If you’ve got it all done and are just sitting back relaxing, shush! I don’t want to hear it. 😉

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