Thursday Thoughts: Universal Release

Waaaay back in the day, we used to put inspirational posters up on our walls. Or posters of a hot rock star (looking at you Mark Lindsey of Paul Revere and the Raiders). Farrah Fawcett in that tank suit…(the guys anyway…) In college, the one I remember had a butterfly perched on a femimine hand and this message: If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it’s yours. If it doesn’t, it never was. Lord but that poser got the lot of us through a bunch of break ups. When I read today’s message from the Universe, that’s the first thing I thought of.

Honor them, love them, help them, heal them, but above all else, Silver, free them.

Everyone, of course –
The Universe
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They’ll return, Silver, one day, somewhere, over the rainbow or in times without space. And then they’ll show you all the “pictures” they took, play some weird music, and finally… they’ll thank you. Crazy love.

My second thought? This is what if feels like to write a book, send it out into the world, and worry that no one will love it as much as you do. Yeah. I feel like this each and every time. Every once in awhile, I’ll get a surprise from “my babies.” A fan email. A good review. A “Oh! I’ve read one of your books!” I’m still waiting for the pictures. (I once mentioned that I’d love to a Goodreads review with gifs and fan art and photos of fan picks of the main characters.) Anyway. I need to work on getting a few books ready to fly. I’ll get right on that.

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Wednesday Words: A Touch of Frost

The FROST is on the pumpkin and the FROSTing is on the cake. I hope it isn’t a pumpkin cake. Not that I have anything against pumpkin. Except maybe pumpkin spice hummus. Don’t ask. Anyway. It’s Wednesday and the #1lineWed theme is **FROST**. In all the WIPs and published books that I have, I only found a touch of FROST. Here’s a scene from NIGHT FALL. The heroine, Shy, is at breakfast with the old ladies when they’re supposed to be on lock down. Something’s wrong and nothing will keep Shy from riding to Gravedigger’s rescue.
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Shy
THE SOUND OF Harley pipes saved me. We all craned our necks to look out the window to see who was coming. It was one of the guys from the gate and two older bikers I didn’t recognize. The old ladies exchanged worried looks.

“That’s Hoss and Deadhead with Booker,” Ginger said. “If the Topeka prez is here, something big is going down and the guys were serious about us being on lock down.” Her gaze fell back on me, and the others followed suit.

“Gotta be the Hell Dogs.” Sam’s blue eyes were coated in frost. “I hope they find those bastards and wipe them off the face of the earth.”

Something twisted in my gut and I wanted to vomit. Hate. So much hate. And anger. I looked up, sweat beading on my upper lip as I fought back nausea. The old ladies weren’t paying me any attention now, their eyes glued to the front door. Not them. This feeling wasn’t coming from them.

I gagged, drawing their attention again. I managed to choke out, “Bathroom?”

Lainey pointed toward a dark hallway. “I’ll come with—”

I slapped my hand over my mouth and bolted, disappearing into the shadows as the two big bikers walked through the entrance. I saw the illuminated exit sign and didn’t even slow down. It wasn’t alarmed—thank God—and I was out in the sunshine before I stopped to think.

Gravedigger. I had to get to him. Whatever was cramping my stomach had to do with him. His injury maybe? I wasn’t sure. I was sure of only one thing—he was hurt and I had to get to him. I looked around for a car to steal. Nothing. Creeping to the front corner of the diner, I checked the parking lot. The prospect called Booker stood next to his bike, his eyes glued to the door of Momma’s. I noticed two things: he had a pistol and the keys to his bike were still in the ignition.

I came in hard and fast. The kid never had a chance. Taking him by surprise, I put him on the ground, disarmed him, and was straddling his Harley before he could roll over. I was halfway down the block before the others erupted from the front door. Part of me felt bad for Booker. He’d be disciplined, but if he wanted to be an outlaw biker, he’d take it.

Me? If I survived this insanity, I’d probably be in the same cell with him. I didn’t care. My old man needed me, and there wasn’t a damn thing anyone could do to stop me from getting to him.

Somehow, I knew exactly where he was. Not the address or anything, just the direction. It was like a pulse in my head—turn here, drive fast, turn left, drive faster. I sensed that the Hummer and the Nightriders from the diner were on my tail. Didn’t matter. Nothing mattered except getting to Gravedigger.
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And since this book is now available almost everywhere, I’m posting a link to NIGHT FALL here, and the cover because I love Digger’s eyes. Just sayin’… Click title or cover for the universal buy link. Have any frosty words to share?

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Tuesday Treats: Cinnamon Roll Apple Pie

Days are getting shorter. Fall harvest goods are hitting the stores. Want to make your house smell amazing? And have something totally ooey-gooey yummy to eat at the same time? And something that’s as easy as slicing apples? This is the dessert for you!

Total Time: 1 Hr. 40 Min.
Prep Time: 15 Min.
Cook Time: 1 Hr. 25 Min.
8 Servings

Stop trying to decide what’s for dessert and combine two crowd-pleasing favorites: make a Cinnamon Roll-Apple Pie. The joy of Cinnamon Roll-Apple Pie is simple: premade cinnamon rolls become the crust for a delicious mix of granny smiths and pudding mix—yum!

What You Need

2 cans (17.5 oz. each) refrigerated cinnamon rolls with icing, divided
3 Granny Smith apples, thinly sliced
1 pkg. (3.4 oz.) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding
1 tsp. ground cinnamon

Let’s Make It
1 – Heat oven to 350°F.
2 – Separate Cinnamon Rolls. Place 6 rolls in single layer on bottom of 9-inch pie plate sprayed with cooking spray; press to flatten and completely cover bottom and side of pie plate. Reserve remaining cinnamon rolls and Icing for later use. Bake crust 10 min.; cool slightly.
3 – Toss apples with dry pudding mix and cinnamon; spoon into cinnamon roll crust.
4 – Press remaining cinnamon rolls into 5-inch rounds. Place around outer rim of pie plate, leaving opening in center to allow steam to escape. Press edges of rolls together to cover filling and to seal to edge of bottom crust as shown in photo.
5 – Bake 40 to 45 min. or until apples are tender and crust is golden brown. Cool slightly.
6 – Drizzle with reserved icing as desired before serving.

Kitchen Tips
Tip 1 – Special Extra: Sprinkle lightly with additional ground cinnamon before serving.
My Tip – Extra Special Extra: Serve with a scoop of cinnamon vanilla ice cream.

Y’all know the drill by now. CLICK HERE to head over to My Food & Family for all the nutritional details. Sometimes, a body wants something different. Something easy. Something…fallish when the crisp days of Indian Summer fade into cool fall nights And everyone knows that cinnamon rolls are a turn-on for guys. And girls. Just ask Celie Monaghan, mate of alpha Wolf Rhys Kendric. When the blackjacks start to turn in the Hill Country of Texas, Celie’s thoughts turn to comfort food that’s easy to make, yummy to eat and will keep her Wolf happy. If you’d like to read BLOOD & FIRE, a fated mate story of mistaken identity, you can grab it for free with a Kindle Unlimited subscription or buy it to keep for $2.99. Just click on the title or the cover. This is a stand-alone novel set in the Moonstruck world.

What about y’all? Does the scent of apples and cinnamon rolls baking in the oven make your mouths water?

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Monday Through Dark Colored Glasses

So. There was a last week. And a weekend. There were books to be read. Words to be written. Baseball and football to be watched. There was “The Masked Singer” (a not-so-secret indulgence). There was Stormageddon, cheeseballs, and stink bugs under the magnifying glass.

But when viewed through the filter of depression, all the good comes in shades of gray. It sucks. Depression. Life goes on around you and good things happen but all you see are the downs. Never the ups. You make lists of what needs to be doen and the you stare at the lists and get overwhelmed because you’ve been drown in the gray for so long that the list is huge and incomprehensible and because it is huge and incomprehsible every item on the list blurs into shades of gray and overwhelmed, you itnore it.

Yes. There are things to do. I’m doing them. The good news is, the last time it was this bad, I was up all night, sleeping all day, and basically doing only the basics to keep people from finding out and this went on for a couple of years until my brain righted itself and things got good again. It’s been a year but I sleep at night–mostly. I’ve gotten some things done. Not enough, but some things. I try every day at least. I haven’t given up. The voice in the dark says this is good, that I haven’t succumbed to the dark. As frustrating as it is, I am–in very minute increments–fighting back.

And y’all are helping. The cards. The emails. The smiles you send my way. Thank you. It’s hard not to sink back, thinking I’ve disappointed you, or betrayed you, or let you down in some way. That’s the dark voice in my head, the one that triggers all this bullshit. I know I’m not doing those things on one level and y’all remind me of that. Thank you.

One thing a day. That’s my goal. Check one thing on my list each day. It may take me another year but I’ll whittle it down. One daqy at a time.

May your week be filled with light and love and laughter and to my Canadian friends, Happy Thanksgiving!

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Thursday Thoughts: Universal Absolutes

It all comes down to this…

The evolution of all spiritual life, Silver, includes 3 absolutes:

1. You will love.

2. You will be loved.

3. The former will eventually be far more important to you than the latter.

Grasshopper,
The Universe
© http://www.tut.com ®

It’s when an old soul, Silver, becomes an old soul.

This is why I have hope for tomorrow. This is why I write books with Happy Ever Afters. This is why romance and love is important. And this is why I write them. And yeah, I’m a very old soul. That’s not a bad thing.

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Wednesday Words: Sister, Sister

Another Hump Day, another #1lineWed. Every watched (or read) “Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants?” Or have a sister from a different mister? There’s “Sister Golden Hair”–and I hope that doesn’t give anyone an earworm. Soul sister, sob sister, and sister cities. In this snippet, written as a writing exercise during a class at one of my OKRWA meetings, it’s a case of sibling rivalry. I have no clue if this bit will ever appear in a book. I’m thinking maybe one of the Red Dirt stories left to tell or perhaps the series after, so the heroe’s name would likely change. Still, given fifteen minutes and a prompt “second date,” I sorta like what my brain provided.
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Cole exercised his iron-clad control to keep a smile curving his lips as he faced the woman sitting across the table from him. Delilah. Even her name grated on his nerves. They were only an hour into their second date and it was already an exercise in futility.

The woman didn’t know when to shut up. Clothes. Hair. Make-up. Kim and Kanye. Who freaking cared? She didn’t work, lived in an uptown apartment financed by Daddy who, according to Delilah, was the second coming of Rockefeller.

If he’d been the least bit attracted to her, Cole might put up with her gossip-gabbing mouth. His gaze dropped to glistening red lips. Nope. Nada. The idea of them touching him anywhere—anywhere—triggered cold dread along his spine.

A frisson of awareness skittered across the edges of his perception—something shy, illusive. And totally intriguing. He searched the restaurant looking for the cause. He quit breathing when his gaze collided with that of the woman six tables away.

She was…he didn’t know, couldn’t think for all the fireworks going off in his brain. Mine. She was. And he would claim her. Just as soon as he poured Delilah into a cab and sent her on her way.

Too bad Delilah noticed the direction he was looking.

“What is she doing here?” His lamentable date focused on the woman and sounded like a feral cat as she hissed the question.
“You know her?” He asked casually, and very, very carefully. He eyed the inch-long crimson nails Delilah displayed.

“My sister.” The amount of venom in that one word was enough to poison every customer in the place. “The one my parents disowned.”

Even more curious, he studied the other woman. Her dark hair glistened with red and gold highlights and her eyes were a blue that shaded toward gray. Delilah was a brassy blonde with hard blue eyes that reminded him of that weird water in amusement park rides. He could see a few similarities in the shapes of their faces, but the sister’s mouth? Yeah, he could imagine those lips on every part of his body.

“Coleman!” Delilah’s voice was whip-sharp. “Go tell her she has to leave.”

“Say what?” His gaze skimmed over her, his expression tensing.

“I was here first and I won’t be able to eat a bite with that bitch in the room.”

He choked back a laugh. The only bitch in the room was the one sitting across from him. He leaned back in his chair. “You don’t want to share space with her, you know where the door is.”

Delilah’s face drained of color and then suffused with red as her anger surged. She rocketed out of her chair and leaned over the table as her hand snapped out, fingernails leading the way.

The man’s movements were almost lazy as he blocked her sister’s blow. The approaching waiter halted, frozen stiff by the expression on his face. Amy had never seen any man look more ruthless and she’d grown up in a viper pit of alpha males. A part of her brain wondered what her father would do if confronted by that look.

When she’d realized her sister was here, she’d almost turned around to leave but the stubborn streak that kept her chin up in the face of the bullshit that was her family, forced her to stay. Then she’d caught a glimpse of Delilah’s date. By every ounce of femininity she possessed, she was aware of him. In a visceral way that touched all of her. ALL of her.
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There it is. Want more? Which of my worlds would it fit in? Writers, got any sisterly advice to share?

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Tuesday Treats: Loaded Totchos

It’s fall! That means play-off baseball and the World Series. It means college football and the NFL. It means pre-season hockey. Oh…and basketball. And all these sports–or a good movie–needs snacks. Who loves nachos? *raises hand* Who loves tater tots? *raise other hand* Well, today’s treat is the best of both!

Total Time: 42 Min
Prep Time: 10 Min
Cook Time: 32 Min
12 servings

Do you know what totchos are? You will after watching our How to Make Totchos cooking video. Hint: There are ORE-IDA TATER TOTS and some cheese involved.

What You Need
1 pkg. (32 oz.) ORE-IDA TATER TOTS
1 container (8 oz.) BREAKSTONE’S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream
1/4 cup KRAFT Classic Ranch Dressing
3 Tbsp. chopped fresh chives, divided
1 pkg. (8 oz.) KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese
4 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon, cooked, crumbled

Let’s Make It
1 – Heat oven to 425ºF.
2 – Bake TATER TOTS as directed on package.
3 – Meanwhile, mix sour cream, dressing and 2 Tbsp. chives until blended.
4 – Spread TATER TOTS onto platter; top with sour cream mixture, cheese and bacon. Sprinkle with remaining chives.

Kitchen Tips
Tip 1 – Low-fat Variation: Prepare using BREAKSTONE’S Reduced Fat or KNUDSEN Light Sour Cream, KRAFT Lite Ranch Dressing, KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Cheddar Cheese and OSCAR MAYER Turkey Bacon.

Tip 2 – Substitute: Substitute chopped green onions for the chives.

CLICK HERE for the video and all the nutritional information. You know this dish is a huge hit with all the guys in my worlds–Wolves, Red Dirt cowboys, and Magicks alike. However, rather than one of the heroines stepping forward to claim the crown, one of my heroes says he’s the one who first discovered this recipe at My Food and Family and made it. Can you guess who it was? Yup. Derek Alexander, Wolf shifter and Homeland Security agent. He first appears in NIGHT MOVES and gets his own story in CRASH AND BURN. Want to read more about him and his heroine, Katherine “Kit” Carson, an Airport Rescue Firefighter (ARFF) with DFW Airport? Click on the book cover or the title. Want to check out what he’s doing with the Nightriders, click on that title.

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Another Monday Going Down

What is it about Mondays?

Seems I’ve started taking Sundays off. I mean, to the point I don’t even open my browser, much lest set up the blog for first thing on Monday morning, It’s not like I’m getting much accomplished anyway–except doubling my workload for first thing on Monday.

My typical morning: Awake between 5 a.m. and 7 a.m. Morning abultions. Wrangle dogs for morning yard trek. Wrangle cat bowls. Arrange and clean semi-paralysed old cat. Feed cats. Give treats to dogs upon reentry. Wrangle feral cats: Wynkin, Blinkyn (who appears to maybe be preggers), Hi-jinx, Salem (who I think used to be Nod but started talking to me hence the name change=-they’re all black and of similar size and with so many I sometimes lose track), Raja and Sari (Balinese who someone would adopt if they weren’t feral because they are gorgeous!), Shy Cat, Lucifer (who I think is Loki’s dad but doesn’t come around all that often anymore), and Cowboy (an orange tabby who gets bullied by the black cats. Anyway. I deal with filling feeding dishes and cleaning the water bowl because the occasional raccoon wanders by and uses it to wash left over kibble. Yeah… Anyway, I could probably find them homes or at least get them fixed if I could catch them. They stay away though they will swarm the feeder if I put the one farthest away down first, even though I’m still outside. And they wait on the porch for me. The neighbor across the street tried trapping them so she could taking them to the humane society for fixing. None of them would have any of that, which is when they started hanging out on my porch. Ah well.

In other news…

I’m not discussing college football. I just…no. And my Cards are down 2-1 in their series. Today’s game is a must win if they’re to stay in the NLDS and World series hunt. In 5U soccer, Stormageddon scored two goals, both on kicks from the mid-line after goals by the other team. His team won, though no one keeps score. Yeah, right! Parents always keep score. 😆

The weather has turned down-right chilly! Yayayayayay! I changed over to the “winter” comforter and sheets and turned the mattress yesterday. I guess I should get the fall tablecloth out for the dining room, too. And locate my Halloween centerpiece. The Halloween wreath is already on the door.

I caught up–finally!–on all the DVR’d episodes of Live PD. One “event” remains a stand-out because I just…I guess it’s because I grew up out here on the sweeping plains where the only time a guy takes his shirt off is when he’s at the swimming hole. Back east? Well…there’s the thing. Family–mom, dad, grown son–have been to a wedding. Dad and son both drank. A lot. Mom insisted on driving home. She had a blow out along a busy highway. Neither male was in ANY shape to change the tire. The East Providence (RI) police show up to help. Son goes ballistic, gets in cop’s face. His reasoning? He loves his parents. WTF?!?! *scratches head* Cop remains calm even as back-up arrives. Drunk dad jumps in because the cops are picking on his baby boy. Who. Is. In. His. Frickin’ late 30s or 40s! Again, WTF?!?! Now, here’s the kicker. BOTH of these “men” have stripped down to their shirts. Which. Are. UNBUTTONED. All the way. It’s like, wedding’s over, strip off coat, tie and unbutton shirt. I see this a lot in reality shows set in that region. I…*scratches head again*…have no words.

New week. I have hopes of new words. Stupid headspace is messing with my mind. But that’s a different story.

So, that’s the news, boring as it is. Time for another cup of coffee and then finishing off all the emails and other stuff that has to be dealt with daily that’s now double because I did the bare minimum on Saturday and none yesterday. Part of me says it’s good to take time away. But then I feel guilty and guilt–given where my head is–is a bad thing. It’s a Catch 22 of a hamster wheel. Ah well. All I can do is plod along, right?

What’s up in your neck of the world? And pressing question of the day, do you know why some guys in the NE US think running around with unbuttoned shirts is a thing? I mean, seriously!?!? That ranks right up there with dudes wearing their pants belted below their asses with their crotch down to their knees. I’m tellin’ ya, guys. It’s NOT a good look!

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Friday Free-For-All

Another week past and not much to show for it. $#!+ happens. No videos jumped up and screamed “SHARE ME!” So, you get what you get.

Yesterday’s troubles got solved. Mostly. Turned out to be on the power company’s end. Yay. Spent the morning without power while they fixed it. Turns out some people in the neighborhood kept hearing a humming sound from down this way the night before. Yeah…that would be the powerlines not working correctly. And we had garage door opener problems and the electronic ignitor on my gas stove wouldn’t work. The joy of gas is that you can use matches. Anyway, a low level brown-out before the figurative kaboom.

Speaking of neighborhoods, there’s an app for that.

Fall finally arrived. Just in time since we had no AC yesterday! Wednesday, it hit almost 90. Yesterday, it was 75 late in the day after the sun came out. Opened the windows. Woke up this morning to a 69 on the thermostat. Hrm….I wonder if that’s a sign I need to get back to work on my MC romance.

Speaking of, there’s a LIVE PD commercial that cracks me up. Trooper Callicoat from the Oklahoma Highway Patrol has chased down a biker. Callicoat says, “What did you learn?” Biker says, “That I’m a dumb ass and you’re going to catch me every time.” ‘Nuff said.

I’m frying up pounds and pounds of bacon and sausage today. Tomorrow is First Saturday, which means pancakes at the post. Followed by Stormy’s soccer game. Followed by siren test. Followed by family lunch at our favorite Mexican restaurant. Followed by a nap and weight gainage. Good thing I lost a couple pounds this week.

I’m looking for books to listen to. Nothing jumped out of audible or the library at me. Ah well.

And on that note, time to finish off the email and this first cup of coffee before heading back to the kitchen. Bacon and sausage waits for no man, woman, or furry critter. Why yes, the boys do hover around the edges hoping I will share. Hope you had a good week and a have a better weekend!

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Thursday Thoughts: Universal Reasons

So, it’s a day. Not a great day. Not even a good day. This is not the blog I planned to post. Nope. After a fitful night’s sleep filled with worries and anxiety, I woke up this morning to a warm house. The AC guy who works for the BiL never did come back to replace the board but since the house stayed cool, we could sit at the bottom of the work list. But then the didn’t seem very cool last night. And it was really warm this morning despite cooler temps outside. Then the TV in the bedroom just flicked off. It was on and then black screen. We’re already down one TV and with other bills looming and our income down, new TV(s) not in the picture. Then the lights went out. At least in that part of the house, taking the AC unit with it. So this little dandy from the Universe is far more appropriate for my mood this morning at the buttcrack of dawn.

For every setback, disappointment and heartbreak, Silver, ask yourself, “What does this create the opportunity for?”

And therein you will find its gift.

Everything has a reason,
The Universe
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And if you look close enough, Silver, that reason will always be love, healing, or happy dancing, if not all three.

Dear Universe, I’m still waiting for a reason to happy dance. Love doesn’t put food on the table* or pay the bills and it’s hard to heal when you feel like you’re stuck down in a deep, dark hole. I’m ready to start happy dancing but a little cooperation would help. I keep telling myself “This too shall pass.” Still waiting.

*Well, love sort of does when you’re a romance author but when your brain is consumed with all the other crap going on in your life, it’s hard to put words up on the computer screen. It’s a vicious circle. No words, no new books. No new books, lagging sales.

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