A Monday to Remember

Clary OKC Memorial pool

(c)Clary Carey 2013

Twenty-six years ago, it was a Wednesday. At 9:02 a.m., the very fabric of Oklahoma City changed. I didn’t arrive on scene until 9:35 a.m. and I was the only forensic fire photographer at the time. It was chaos. It was heartbreaking. But it was 26 years ago, even if I can’t forget. Not that I’d want to. No one should forget. The photo is from the Memorial. It’s a peaceful place, I’m told. I’ve only been there once, and that was to take a friend from New York through the grounds and the museum. Anyway…that was then. Life does go on.

And speaking of, last week and this weekend were a bit on the crazy side. I got my second vaccine. I had a few after-effects that lasted about 24 hours. All good after that. Even more exciting, I finally got my new kitchen faucet installed. Y’all have no idea what a huge deal this is to me. I walk past and want to stop and pet it. The old one leaked. Inside and out. I had a bowl under the sink. I had duct tape and sponges around the the base and the sink. We bought the replacement like…six months ago. Lawyer Guy had ever intention of installing it. He opened the box, read the instructions, and said, “Not today.” My awesome BiL got us in line with his awesome plumbers and the guy arrived Thursday. Took him about an hour. I may actually get around to doing the backsplash now, since I cleared off all the junk. See? I procrastinate too. 😉

Writing was a different story. It was totally off and on. Until Saturday. I wove a couple of short scenes (250 words) together and ended up with a chapter 4000 words long. And I realized as I was making notes of where to start Sunday morning that the chapter didn’t feel…right. All the stuff needed to happen but it just wasn’t…right. So yesterday, I actually printed it out and did some physical cutting and taping. The previous chapter got a scene added and two scenes in the long chapter got moved around and then the end got chopped and became the start of the following chapter. Did you follow that? Don’t worry. It’s all good. I’m back on track. The story is working, even if the characters are being total jerks. My goal was 70K words. I may hit 80K before I’m done because I’m at 67.5K as of this morning.

Reading was slow. Life, you know. And something of a slump. I’m into Kristen Ashley’s Colorado Mountain series. I’ve read/listened to most of the books multiple times. They’ll do until something new catches my attention.

Sports was yay and ugh. My OSU (the REAL OSU as in Oklahoma State) Cowgirls swept Baylor. I got to watch the last game in the series Sunday afternoon. Only and I should roadtrip up to Stillwater one of these weekends before the season is over and catch a game. Too bad we’re both busy. OU is still undefeated. They swept Texas, run ruling them all three games. I watched a rerun of Friday’s game at 2 a.m. on Saturday morning. Yay insomnia. Yesterday, their game followed the OSU game. That’s the yay! The Ugh was my Cards. The Phillies had their number though the Cardinals did win on Saturday. And Yadi is playing awesome.

TV is still mostly “real” if not reality. LOL Things like “To Catch a Smuggler,” “Strange Evidence,” “The Holzer Files,” and the like. I’m still DVRing “The Masked Singer.” Last week, the Orca was unmasked and revealed as singer-songwriter Mark McGrath, front man for the rock band Sugar Ray.

And that was my week and weekend. It’s the little things, right? Y’all excuse me now. I’ve gotta go pet my pretty faucet. What little thing that’s happened to you lately has put a smile on your face?

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Friday Sinema: Fox Tale

I love old British dudes. And this one reminds me of Dennis Mira, a character in the In Death series of books. Dennis is a college professor who doesn’t button his cardigans correctly and gets a little bumfuzzled but is full of wisdom. He’s married to Dr. Charlotte “Charlie” Mira, who is the top criminal profiler in like…the world. Eve Dallas, the MC, adores Mr. Mira. Anyway, I ❤ old British dudes who remind me of Mr. Mira and who rescue baby foxes. Have a smile for your Friday!

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Thursday Thoughts: Universal Make Believe

The Universe has been keyed into my psyche of late. Well, my writer’s psyche, anyway. It seems that I’m getting a message every day or so with insignts into this whole gig. Writing is a process. Everyone who does this for as a career has their own. One friend writes, edits, edits, writes, rewrites, stews, starts over, an continues in this vein until she finally gets a first draft. Another is a “speed writer.” She sits down and in about six days spits out 50K words. She doesn’t stop. Need a character name? Leave a blank. Need a place? Leave a blank. Don’t know exactly what happens next? Leave a blank and go on to the next thing she knows is going to happen. She gets the main characters and the story out and then in the next round, she adds all the embellishments. Another friend writes in fits and starts and occasionally circles back to fix stuff. Me? I’m sort of all those things. I call myself a Puzzler. I write scenes I know are going to happen. Then I start at the beginning. Like a jigsaw puzzle, those early scenes are blocks of pieces put together before you get the frame done. Once I have those blocks done, I go back, find all the straight edges and put them together and then fill in the blanks. Needless to say, imagination is everything. Another writer friend said something in her blog yesterday that made a lot of sense. Basically, you need to block out the real world and move into the world you’re creating.

That said, the act of actual “creation” is a lot like this:

Silver, what if there was only you, and the rest of the world was “make believe,” imagination? If even the people in your life were drawn there, or faded away, based upon your thoughts.

Would it then be easier for you to grasp the true meaning of limitless? Would you then believe that you alone make your reality?

Silver, the rest of the world is “make believe,” imagination. And all the people in your life are there or fade away based upon your thoughts.

Wow… that was easy.

Tallyho limitless,
The Universe
©www.tut.com

The dream of here and now, dear Silver, is no different than the dreams you dream each night… you decide everything.

This is what the writer does. We dream up places and people. We “make believe” and write down what our imagination reels out for us. We write words that turns the dream into a reality. And yeah, it sounds easy. And it can be limitless. Mainly, though, it’s what we do.

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Wednesday Words: Good Egg

Welpers, apparently, I’ve violated Facebooks so-called “Community Standards.” I’m locked out of my personal page AND my author page. I’m so sick of social media. I’d just retreat to my writer’s cave but then how could I keep up with my friends and readers and them with me? Oh, and because of Covid and being short of staff FB may or may NOT REVIEW MY APPEAL but they’re sure sorry for any inconvenience. 🤬

Angry? Who me? Damn straight I am!!! Anyway. It’s Wednesday. That means Words. Today’s THEME is **EGG**. Here’s a snippet from the WIP. Sade has one nerve left and folks are about to step on it. Not gonna say where in the timeline. That way, it’s not a spoiler. Though it isn’t much of one anyway.
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To say Interpol had egg on their face was an understatement. Jean-Louis was nowhere to be found and his bosses were staying mum on the situation. Sade didn’t want to bother the ancient vampire she’d grown up calling Aunt Polly. Dame Apolline was some high muckity muck in the Vampyre Conclave. Instead, she contacted Mathias. To say she wasn’t worried about the former Interpol agent rearing his handsome head again was an understatement. Too bad all her vampire problems weren’t so easily solved.

Nikos was back. He’d had no more luck tracking down the rogue dragon than she’d had finding Mr. Wizard. She wanted to go home. Not that there was anything waiting for her there. Not anymore. But it was familiar. And routine. Too bad this case was still a priority.

After a night of tossing and turning, therefore little sleep, she’d dragged out of bed to find the cat MIA, a note under her door from Caleb saying he’d be at Interpol at least until noon. She’d showered, dressed, and stopped in for coffee and croissants at the bakery on the corner.

Currently, she stood on the Pont au Double, one of bridges over the Seine leading to the island where Notre Dame Cathedral stood still encased in a steel skeleton. She noticed, for the first time, that the iconic steeple was lying where it had crashed. The fire, while devastating, hadn’t been catastrophic—at least not to the gargoyles. Roman stood on her right, Nikos, on her left. One gave off the chill of carved granite, the other the heat of a volcano.

“Magic is a fragile thing,” Roman said. “Like a human life.”

“But Magicks aren’t.” Bitterness shaded Sade’s voice.

Nikos glanced her way. “You are formed by the fires of your desires and longings, Sade.”

“Bullshit.”

“You aren’t exactly human.”

She opened her mouth to scald him, but Roman’s soft admonition stopped her, “He’s right, Lady Sade. Because you were marked by Fae and vampire both, you carry a touch of magic.” She scowled at him but he continued unfazed. “As to the rest, you are driven by your viewpoint, by perceived injustices. You ingest it, push it deep, and then, when nothing makes sense and you are going under, drowning in the swirling brew of emotions, you explode.”

“Do not,” she muttered, knowing damn good and well that Roman was right.

Excited shouting and laughter and what sounded like cannon fire captured their attention. A mob tumbled up the Qual de Montebello headed toward the Square René Viviani. They weren’t the first group to dance by headed ultimately to the Eiffel Tower. This was some sort of jubilant celebration or a crazy marathon. Sade didn’t know. As the crowd passed the green space of the squard, a cannon fired again, the shell exploding above the crowd, raining pink powder down on them.

“Yes.” Nikos pointed to the throng. “You look just like them when you detonate, all pretty in pink.”

“You take that back!”

Nikos never saw her fist. Through a busted lip, he said, “I rest my case.”
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Don’t ever accuse Sade of being a girlie girl. 😉 Iffy and I keep creeping toward The End. I see a dim glow at the end of the tunnel and no sound of a train whistle. Writers, any egg words? Readers, how do you want your eggs cooked? I like mine sunny side up.

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Tuesday Treats: Chicken Cordon Bleu Crescent Rolls

Okay, I’ll admit, I’m not sure that gravy goes with this dish but some people might. Still, easy peasy and tasty. I just need to remember to add the ingredients to my grocery list. In fact, I’m going to do that right now because I’ll be in Wallyworld tomorrow so I’ll grab some groceries while I’m there.

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Monday the 12th of Never

Sunrise. Sunset. Day. Night. This old world just keeps spinning along and time passes. Totally beats the altermative, I’m thinking. I do wish Mother Nature would stop drinking though. Yesteray? 80+ degrees, blue skies, gorgeous, so long as you were out of the wind. However, this is Oklahoma and the wind does come sweeping down the plain. Today? A high of 60, cloudy, and a chance of rain, with that sweeping wind from the north. Brrr.

Last week was mostly a bust when it came to writing but I have a few gangbuster days, including yesterday. Several things happened–the timeline got itself sorted, as did the bad guys. A plot thread that had been dangling got nicely woven into some semblance of sense. Also, quite a few words written and scenes rearranged into good order. This book continues to surprise me.

Reading/listening was okay. I finished off the Jayne Castle marathon. I procrastinated a lot on Saturday after I finished ORCHID, book 3 in the St. Helen’s trilogy. I went through my Audible library. Then I went through my Want to Read list on Goodreads. The same with Hoopla. I went back to Audible and did some searches on the Plus catalog. Nothing jumped out at me so I gave up and tried to write. Got a little bit done. I finally settled on a Kristen Ashley reread of one of the books in her Colorado Mountain series, SWEET DREAMS.

Got caught up on some of the DVR’d shows last week–my usual paranormal, strange evidence, and SciFi fare. And The Masked Singer. The unmasked singer wasn’t a big surprise. Nick Cannon, the usual host, has been out this season with Covid. Niecy Nash filled in for him. This season, they’ve been tossing in a Wild Card contestant during each group’s finals. In last week’s show, Niecy preempted the vote and she decided who would be unmasked. It doesn’t take a genius to figure out that the WC was Nick Cannon and he’ll be back to hosting next week. Anyway…the contestants can really sing this season and as usualy, I have no clue (from either the clues or the voices) of who they are.

My Cards are winning more than losing. That’s good. Injuries are starting to pop up and that’s concerning. Still, baseball feels more like baseball this year and I hope that means we’re getting closer to a new-old normal. #1 OU is still undefeated in softball and my Cowgirls had an awesome weekend. They’re currently at #12. I personally think they are playing better and deserved to be in the Top 10 but whatever. Regionals, Super-regionals, and the Women’s College World Series will tell the tale.

Loki reappeared. He was being a jerk and hiding in the garage. He eventually made his presence known and darted back into the house about 3 a.m. on Tuesday. Cat. Stormy was here on Monday and it was fun having him here. We played catch for a bit and he watched cartoons while I did a little work. Hard to believe he’s 7 now. *flail* Time is moving waaay to fast.

And speaking of time, this darn book ain’t gonna write itself. Time to get off the itnrawebz and get some words typed out. 🤞 today is as productive as yesterday was. I promise I can see The End just over the horizon. That’s my plan for the day. What’s yours? Did you have a good weekend? Anything exciting happen to you last week? Looking forward to anything this week?

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Friday Sinema: Muddy Waters

Since I mentioned it earlier in the week, I’ve been thinking about the movie. Beside two of my favorite actors, it also has some of the greatest movies lines and probably my favorite “comic” fight scene. Prepare to get muddy as we peek at a video from McLintock. Happy Friday. Have a great weekend. Watch a good movie.

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Thursday Thoughts: Dreams Happen

I used to dream a lot. Vivid dreams. Some were pretty weird. Some were wishful thinking. Some were plotting and planning because I’d be thinking about a story or a character or whatever situation needed to be addressed in real life. I also used to remember my dreams, also vividly. And then stuff happened. If I dreamed, I didn’t remember them. And the words dried up. Odd how that works. Anyway, the Universe might be onto something.

That’s right, Silver. This is a dream.

You’re still asleep. Any minute now, an elephant might appear behind you wearing a pink tutu and tennis shoes. Or maybe the phone will ring, and it’ll be Abraham Lincoln to ask why you’re late for the ball. Or perhaps Oprah Winfrey is down the hall, live audience in tow, about to introduce you as her new favorite author. Silver, anything can happen in a dream, anything, without regard to the past, without regard to logic, and you never have to figure out the “hows.”

Silver, learn from your dreams, because the stuff of time and space is no different. Forget your past. Pitch the logic. And drop the cursed hows.

Tallyho,
The Universe
©www.tut.com

Silver, cute whiskers.

Yeah, the dreams lately have been along the lines of dancing elephants doing “Swan Lake” and me stroking my whiskers and meowing. But that’s okay. Because the writing has sort of been really hot one day and not so much the next. I’m starting to notice the day after the weirdness invades my sleep is usually a good day for words. I’m hoping the trend keeps up. Except Oprah? Not so much. Anyway… What about y’all? Do you dream? Do you remember your dreams? Are they weird? 😉

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Wednesday Words: Enemy Mine

Friends and foes. Lovers and enemies. Sometimes they are the same. Sometimes they should be the same but those involved are too stubborn. Our #1lineWed THEME for the day is *ENEMY*. I found this snippet in the current WIP. And I’m glad because I’d marked the chapter this is snipped from as needing final edits. Yeah, nope. It was written before certain twists appeared in the story so now I’ll be working on some revisions. S’all good. And I gotta say, as big a pain as this book has been? There’s a lot I love. Also, a note on the soundtrack. The song for this chapter? Daughtry’s “What About Now.” Ya might wanna listen while you read. 😉
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Memory was an odd thing, especially when filtered through centuries rather than decades. Humans marked their existence by remembering the huge, life-altering events. Colleagues of his at the University of Chicago could relate in great detail where they were on that November day when John F. Kennedy was assassinated in Dallas. Or on April 19, 1995—the Oklahoma City bombing. And 9-11. The whole world remembered that date. He remembered Pearl Harbor. Hiroshima. The Hindenburg. Titanic. He wondered how the true immortals kept track of all those history-shaping events.

He took another sip, swirled the smooth whiskey around his mouth, settled a bit deeper into the chair. Dawn was still a few hours away but Chicago could almost rival New York with its skyscrapers and the lights. Almost.

A song drifted up from the street below. He closed his eyes. Sade strutted from the shadows, all long legs eating up the space to the cell where the cops held him. Yes, she had the look, the one Roxette was singing about. Sinjen pushed out of the chair. He didn’t want to remember.

Twenty minutes later, he occupied a table in the corner of a noisy bar. His waitress passed him her phone number as she served his drink. The slip of paper sat on the table top drinking up the ring of moisture left by a previous occupant’s drink. Women checked him out with hungry eyes. Men reacted to his presence in two ways—some wanted to be him. Others wanted to prove their manhood by taking him down. He sipped whiskey, watched, winced as music, voices, and sports on the various TV screens all clashed.

He didn’t want to be here but anyplace was better than his apartment. Too many memories there. Too many memories of her. Sade Marquis. The bane of his existence. The reason he opened his eyes every night. His phone buzzed in his pocket. Withdrawing it, he glanced at the screen . SADE CALLING. He thumbed the IGNORE button and laid the phone on the table.

Another song started to play. Another memory he didn’t want to remember. Another reminders of what he wanted to forget. His phone beeped. Voice mail. He wanted to ignore it, wanted to delete it without listening.
Holding the phone to his ear, he listened to the recording. Her voice sounded husky, like they’d just made love. “What about now?” she said. “Is it too late?”

The walls closed in. Time to go. He left cash—and the soggy napkin—on the table. Warm darkness folded around him as he walked back to his apartment building. Chuck, the night doorman, snapped to attention as he held the door. The normally garrulous man looked like he was about to swallow his tongue. Sinjen didn’t give him an opening, not that it would stop the human under normal circumstances.

Chuck didn’t follow him to the elevators, instead halting at the concierge desk. The leggy blonde manning the desk arched a brow at the doorman but her attention remained focused on Sinjen. The corners of her full mouth pulled up into a knowing smile but nothing about her drew more than a passing glance. He was only interested in one woman.
Even riding in the elevator brought back memories. He focused on the security camera hidden behind a fancy scroll-work panel. Sade had spotted it immediately. Until that ride up to his apartment, he’d never even considered the presence of security cameras. He was aware now. Always. No matter where he was. Because of her.

One of his neighbors was waiting for the elevator as the doors opened. He nodded to the woman, ignoring her interested gaze. He would need to feed sooner than later, but he’d find someone else, someone with no complications. He slipped into his apartment, ignoring the flashing light on his answering machine.

Still restless, Sinjen refilled the Irish crystal glass with Jameson and resumed his position out on his balcony. Feet up on the railing, lounging in the cushioned chair, he looked like a man who controlled his world, a man in charge, a man who could relax in the knowledge of that control. Anyone who knew him—few, indeed—would recognize that he was about to snap.

There were few moments in his long exile from life since Mathias first turned him that Sinjen hadn’t wished for a heart and the emotions that lodged there. As he stared at the cell phone, Sade’s pleas echoing in his memory, he was glad that feelings no longer chained him. Did that make him a coward? Likely. Did he care? Not one whit. He’d wanted her the moment she strutted into his life. He’d been patient, had hunted, had seduced, had claimed. And he’d wanted to keep her. Until he couldn’t.

Sade was human. She would age. Die.

He was vampire. He would not change, except to grow colder, more distant. Until an enemy managed to stake him or he walked into the sun to end his existence, he would not die. They’d argued over something of no consequence, or so he’d thought. Sade didn’t think when her blood was up. And even as a Templar, he hadn’t been a saint.
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Oh, the things that are about to happen! And there are enemies lurking. Writers, any enemy words to share? Readers, do you enjoy a friends-to-enemies story? Or do you prefer your enemies to all be the bad guys?

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Tuesday Treats & Titles: Cilantro-Lime Chicken

I’m a big fan of lime and cilantro. Street tacos–soft tortilla wrapped around fajita meat with onions and cilantro topped with squirts of lime juice are summer-time favorites. This quick and easy meal provides all the flavor. With the weather warming up, this quick dinner doesn’t heat up the kitchen. 

Total Time: 20 Min.
Prep & Cook Time: 20 Min.
4 servings

Bring some beautiful color and flavor to plain chicken breasts with this Cilantro-Lime Chicken. Our Cilantro-Lime Chicken is made with fresh lime zest and juice, cilantro, cheese and finely shredded cheese and salsa verde.

What You Need
1/2 cup TACO BELL® Verde Salsa
1 tsp. zest and 1/4 cup juice from 3 limes
1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro, divided
4 small boneless skinless chicken breasts (1 lb.)
1/2 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Finely Shredded Four Cheese

Let’s Make It
1 – Combine salsa, lime zest, lime juice and 2 Tbsp. cilantro.
2 – Cook chicken in nonstick skillet on medium heat 3 to 4 min. on each side or until evenly browned on both sides. Top with salsa mixture; cover. Simmer on medium-low heat 3 to 4 min. or until chicken is done (165ºF). Remove from heat.
3 – Top with cheese; cover. Let stand 2 min.
4 – Sprinkle with remaining cilantro.

Kitchen Tips
Tip 1 – Creative Leftovers: Cool, then refrigerate any remaining chicken up to 2 days. When ready to serve, pull the chicken into shreds, then reheat and serve wrapped in warmed tortillas. Add your favorite taco toppings, if desired.

Tip 2 – Serving Suggestion: Serve with hot cooked rice and a steamed fresh vegetable, such as carrots or green beans.

My Note: Our appetites are obviously bigger than normal. Or something. Two small breasts would be one serving. If I want soft taco leftovers, I double the ingredients. Also, I’ll warm up flour tortillas to serve instead of bread.

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